Depression

Had the worst night ever. I was with a true friend all day and then shit happened when i got home. Wishing i had #him to talk to about it all but i dont. My life is falling apart and i dont know how long i can keep a smile on. Trying my hardest to fit in and be happy. But its really difficult and i am 4||getting really depressed. Really need to e3333stop trying to please others so much. And start pleasing myself. Would really appreciate it if somebody would just come to my house as a suprise with ears to listen, some trashy comedy films and a shoulder to cry on. Why is it always me who has to travel out to meet people. Why cant they visit me. Probably boring you all but oh well. Got nothing good to say anyway. If any of my true friends are reading this will you just hop on a train and come see me? Tired of having to do everything.

DADADDA

Well i havent blogged in AAAGGGEEESSSS but im back so...hey ;)
Right now Emma is in Florida. Kate is packing for france and i am preparing for Lonerville *sigh*
i am going to be a godmother for the second time on the 12th August.
That is pretty much it.
Not much has happened since last time i blogged so im gonna list the things that have
-I am no longer with ZebrA :'(
-I got a paddling pool
-i got an iphone
-i got a new niece called lorelai
-i got twitter... @missmdoige
-i had to explain to my nephew why he cannot go to preschool and big school at the same time
-i went to lakeside on the bus with kate
-i saw ice age 4 twice!
-i painted my bench
-i had a mental breakdown
-i had a nervous breakdown
-i had a nightmare whch kept me up for 8 hours that night :O
-i starte listening to different music like my chemical romance and avril lavigne
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NOT IN TIME ORDER BY THE WAY 
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well goodbye for now Bloggerbots

LOve MAdge x

CHeeky Cheeky...

So the other day at Lunch me and my "JUNGLE LESBO" Emma made some funky music videos!
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I have really busy lately going to a funeral and sorting out my granpa's belongings... :(
I am not extremely happy with my exams... me thinks i have failed all of them :'(
really been down and sad and sorry for myself lately but who caresss
Things Change Like The Weather But We Deal With It In Our Own Way :::::|||||
However i have been doing something fun; making... wait for it... just a moment... nearly there... ANAMAZINGWONDERFULAWESOMEBIRTHDAYCARDFORMYZEBRA<3
Yargenn... it is fullof pictures and memories... when its finished i shall show you guys :)
Well, that is pretty much it tbh xxxx

Blog again soon Madge_

Randomness

This is really randomn but read it...I found it funny.

WWWWWWOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!

Minus all the little slip-ups life has been goooood ;)
So i went to thorpe park last Sunday... which was EPIC!
<3 much love for my zebra- been with for over a yearrr :*
well anywayy...
I bet Emma is wearing something embarassing right now    (cat leggings-green eyeshadow)
I bet Ruby is going all googoo about this year 8  (you know who i mean dooby)
I bet kate is cooking and being a rabbit  (vegetables galore)
And i bet that in about 3 seconds i am going to hit my brother...DONE!
Euuuughhhh... haten it when victims fight back :3

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                                                         Ruby Savill-Downs get rid of your L.E!

Have not bothered posting for agesssss...

Sorry i have not posted in like AAAGGGEEESSS!!!
My grandpa passed away recently and i have been having loads of breakdowns and everything :(
i am so lucky to have such great friends to help me through... even embarassing ones (cat legging girl)

Blog soon-hopefully- Madge x

Sorry i have been absent from Blogging...

So i havent been on in agessss but oh well, im here now ;)
The reason i havent been on is because my Grandpa has been very ill...
He is in hospital at the moment; and i am wishing him the best :(

Anywho... I hope you guys are all well x

Blog again soon.. Madge x